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My complete indifference towards social standards is now turning me into a social outcast, or more clearly a bum.
Everything has it’s time and place, and i’m not going to talk about personal issues with people i don’t know or who will react awkwardly to it. Even if the problem is with them and not me, i should use that knowledge to my advantage. As such i will also stop alcohol once again, too much money wasted, too many wrong things said and done.
However i will keep, and reenforce my openness, but not my invasiveness. To do that i’ll just be more indifferent to people’s reactions, after having adapted my own self-controls listed above.
It’s time for change… for me too.

I lived my summer expensively, dispensing money sin after sin, I allowed myself to get anything i so desired and kept pushing the limits of my *taboos* everytime. And i ignored the value of money.
But now i’ve reached the top, i paid for things i never could morally conceive, and i paid way to much. I’ve lived what i had to live and now is time for me to start thinking morally and logically again.

With that said, i’ve set my goals for now.

As for what concerns women, and probably most aspects of ones lives, i can’t have shame expressing my desires! If i do so, not only will i not reach my goal for meeting women for example, but i will do it in secrecy in every which way i can and that is bad. You might as well be an over sexual pervert and that is the image you project, then keep to your self and in your spare time keep in the shadows to go to stripclubs and places that sell sex to the ashamed just to pay for services you can get for free.

I’m going to break this trough in my performance, and now i’m going to stop this bullshit, and get clear with myself… Be aggressive in my desires, and display it. I’m going back to the begining of this year.

I’ve had the experiences i had this summer… and now it’s time to put these away and start fresh.

Fucking bitch balled punks

scrap:
chick asks yacine for light, i tell her shit aint for free she gotta give him a kiss, ignores me, i call her a bitch, ignores me, yacine gives light like a pussy i tell her fuck you.

later on two pussies go back home.

i go for a smoke, same chick comes down with wannabe tough looking gay cepsum addict.
i bad talk her behind back with aboude, she then comes to ask me for a smoke, i tell her shit aint for free, point to my cheek request a kiss, she’s sorta like meh, but goes for it.

I then grab my pack, and point to other chick, all this time the guy is walking up near us, trying to see what’s happening, she’s reluctant and says like “commooon” i tell her “didnt ur mommy teach u any good manners” and point to right cheek, she giggles, understand im not gonna let go easy and knows im a tough guy by now.

She then says some shit about bf being here like “ya but my boyfriends right here he aint gonna like it”, i ignore her, shrug, and point, guy gets pissed on his own and says “yo man she asked you for a smoke this aint fucking prostitution”..
then i look at the guy, slowly give her smoke and say “alright… show ur bf a goodtime tonight though he looks like he needs it”.. guy gets red angry, pissed on his own, has NO come back, and is like “what did you say”, i repeat myself he gets aggressive, but still has nocome backs i repeat myself again, the gf then goes to him acts like shes pulling him back, but the pussy knew he couldnt touch me, so he just asked again “what did you say” and our little back and forth goes on a few times, i repeat myself, then he just moves back and gives in ahhahahhaha.
OWNEd.
then they sit near us at first, hear me talking shit about the guy calling him a pussy and all then they move to the far corner of the smoking area.

OWNED.
OWNED.
OWNED.

i say “so what”

Last times i went out i’ve been doing a lot of “cavemanning” as they call it, that is just picking up the girl off the floor and virtually rapping her on the dance floor.
That’s my approach, because i have nothing to say and i don’t say anything, so as long as she doesnt reject me before hand and i go up to dancing with her, then i’ll caveman her.

A lot, recently, i’ve been getting approached.. by random girls/women. My rate has gone up drastically to about 3/day on average in the last week. (varying from none to 7 per day!)

The approaches i’ve been getting vary from a simple “salut” (hi) to the more frequent “you’re tall”, and even some girls who wanted to say something a bit more researched than just wow you’re tall and so they’ll try to say it subtly or find a way not to show immediate interest.

I’ve been unable to react significantly when i get approached, and my canned *bold* responses are treated as insulting remarks these days!

From my thinking about these situations i’ve concluded that the response has to be as natural, and just a normal reaction to the person as if i’d known them for a while. So i have to train myself to ignore whatever is *inhibitive* in me to react as i would normally.

These days i’ve also been using a lot of the same lines (original, and my own, but the same ones over and over again) and as time goes by it seems they get out of date and do not have the same spike and effect as they would the first time. Its all about the personality, something i lack as of late because i’ve been traumatised by the definition of maturity, and i’m overreacting to it these days, so that i consider every thing that i havent seen done before as *immature*, but it shouldn’t be that way, i have to learn to let go… and be myself.

Clubs change frequently in Montreal, but as of today here is my how i evaluate some clubs, based how socially open the customers are, the staff, the general perception one can have of it (looks, sound, feeling).

Opera - Very good, probably the best, it hasnt failed me yet, and the people inside are all nice.
La Mouche - I’ve only been once so far, but it is extremely promising, the crowd is very varied but mentally mature, and appreciable.

737 - Utter crap. The only reason you could go there is for the view outside, but since 2 years of having gone there, it is always the same crap. Very occasionally you’ll find reasonable people there. But NOT on the main dancefloor (second floor) it is OVER Crowded, and they definitely should lower the capacity. The ratio is 8 guys for 2 girls, and it Stinks. There is only one fan in the main dancefloor and everyone shoves each other to get there. DO NOT GO. The crowd is young and snobby. If you intend to go pick up there, don’t intend to talk much. Just go complete rapist-caveman style, ignore everything she will say/do. I advocate being very firm in your physical approach (not strong as in hirting her.. but Firm). And keeping a happy mood. and ignoring her rejection shit tests.

La boom - there is better circulation then 737 but it’s more or less the same type of people, except they are more receptive, i’ve had more success here with the women, and their’s often young ladies wanting to experiment, so i’d say this is probably one of the better clubs for younger girls. (16-20)

Cafe campus - Not my style

Radio lounge -

Ballroom - love story, great DJ, great crowd, a bit old for me, but still i love it, especially nice staff.

Lite ultraclub - light…

Katrina - hahahahhaha just for fuck’s sake lol. But ya this is like a super last last resort to a fucked evening, if you want to just go caveman ballistic on tourists from outerspace, people who go in there have no idea how crappy it is. Else they wouldn’t.

1234 - How good or bad this is Varries so much, ….. .

Tribe - i love it, a bit small though, on thursdays the crowds are nice.

I’ll continue these summaries in due time.

Today i died and i was born again, as days go by my life seems more and more like a Hollywood flick… a fictional story.
I get a taste of both the happy and sad endings.

But where did it begin, when does it end?

Dramatic changes like these don’t make me change my life goals anymore.. what affects me now?
When will they tell me im due to die again?
When will i near complete unconsciousness again…

Should i not enjoy everyday like i have been?
I’ve lived like ill die tomorrow my whole life, and dream like ill live forever.

Don’t try to be congruent with the game, make the game congruent with you.
You just have to find out who you really are, and the best way to know is through women because as a man you’ll only see it rationally and logically. Whereas your personality is truly emotional.

Find out what experiences shaped you, and how they shaped your tastes, have a reality-check of your true standards, and don’t be indifferent to them. The rest is just being a man, and covering that up

already 2 nights of non-stop non-sensical Sarging, fucking golden. Just talking to various people and developping my game at better stages, also getting more first hand observations of the Dynamics of club sarges and so on. Very nice.

My basic sticking point is to go for developping my sarges step by step instead of going straight for the gold (and only hoping on occasional success). With the more rigorous approach i am using, i’ll be sure to get the skills required to game HBs whenever i like and hence become a Proficient PUA! Also this stuff is not useful for picking up chicks only, but observing the basic social dynamics of people in the greatest social settings!

If you’ve just passed by this blog i strongly recommend you look into my 10-day to PUA CHALLENGE and take it.

Great stuff.

4 nights was as much as i could pull (low budget) for this reading week.

Here’s a short write up of the general things i learned:

First of all, SOCIAL PROOF IS GOLD, now i use social proof very, loosely here, and in a loud club environment, as much as just being the guy who “cheers” everyone in the club, or even barely high fiving dancing chicks can help a lot, it’ll give you a mystical sort of aura especially if you don’t talk and it’ll give you something to do if you get EC and can’t think of anything to say.

Hanging out with one wing at all times even if he is quiet, or if you are, helps a lot too. But one mistake i did while going out with a wing was not follow him at all times during the approach, whereas on the last day i had a different person accompagny me he was constantly following me, that increased aura/success.

The basic social dynamic rules (ie. don’t approach moving sets, …) all apply.

I had near-success with a moving chick by NEGging her first *you’re kinda cute* but be ready to react sharply to her response/reaction. And maybe ignore her after.

NLP is gold, but sometimes too powerful, and calibration is the key, i suggest to try it all the way to see the result, and then learn to calibrate depending on the reactions. One of my mistakes here is that as i saw it working IMMEDIATELY, i took a few seconds to think of something else NON-NLP to continue the approach, bad move, see where it goes, then go into rapport, and ask questions about the emotional aspects of anything realting to her/her mind/things like that. Then use these in your sentence construction to suggest you believe in those very things, reformulate it.

It’s important that you tell your story, and work from a *what concerns you* point of view.

Don’t try to hard, don’t insist.

I haven’t posted much here for a couple of weeks because i’ve been busy either going out, posting elsewhere, with school, or many other reasons.

I love this blog because it’s a way for me to speak to you from the inside of my shell. Or at least it used to be. Now it’s looking much more like a log of Field Reports from nights out picking up women, and it’s becoming less fun for me, it really feels like i’m just exchanging one shell for a new one i’m constructing at the same place.

Recently i was given an inner game assignement by a PUG (i wont name here), the assignement consisted of writing lists of personal information (emotions, how i feel them, etc.) and personal stories, basically all self-rediscovery.

Using this assignement, the structure of it, and the introspection i’ve done over the years, I am now able to formulate a new assignement for myself that looks like the original, but is better targeted for me to not bring me out of this *emotional* shell only, but to bring me back to the desired state i so truly feel natural in and live by inside my shell.

This assignements consists of:

Listing my personal goals,
how will i profit from each.
how much i should comit to it.
how i can motivate myself to achieve it.

I would list 10 goals to start with, decompose each into several elements, and keep track of their progression.

It’s an important part of pick up to be balanced, it’s an important part of life, congruence is transcending.